The poisonous claw

There aren’t words.

There just aren’t words to adequately describe how I feel right now.

That one person (and I use that description out of politeness and an unwillingness to be driven to turning this blog into a rant,  rather than as an accurate portrayal of the individual involved) could be so cold, so calculating, so selfish, so manipulative, so hypocritical, so insecure, so inadequate in their own mind, so totally set on proving themselves to be so much worse than any of us feared simply makes me sick. 

I will not lower myself to their low, petty decietful standards by revealing the details of this situation or naming the individual in question, those who need to know do know who I am referring to and I know that person will not be able to help themselves but to read this. I do not make it my business to spread malicious rumours, to infect friendships with poisonous venom, to destroy businesses, lives and friendships, to lie, to decieve, to be so hateful, so intent on not only destroying friendships but also slowly, carefully, demolishing the soul of a most beautiful human being under the cloak of “love”, hypnotising them with rhetoric about true love and twin-flames, something they will never truely understand.  The cloak will fall, I pray before this victim’s soul is completely destroyed and I know the person who stands in the centre of this storm right now, seemingly protected, will as all of us do, have this come back on them a hundred-fold and will feel the burning pain and the hollowness of their own existance as everything and everyone they do truely care about is gone and they are left alone to stand above the smouldering remains of the life, that once had such potential for beauty and happiness, for giving and sharing and loving unselfishly as it lies before them destroyed by their own inexplicable desire to destroy the lives of others.

The time will come and those who have suffered in their wake will not watch and be happy, they will have moved on, found their own true bliss, forever marked by this person’s poisonous claw but not willing to let it’s bile infect them forever.