A bit of honesty

I think it was inevitable from my last post, I’m all burned out on the retail industry in SL. So Miz Slocombe for now does not exist in world, I will continue to sell on SLX for now, although recent events there may lead to me withdrawing my products from there too.  My other up and coming store also no longer exists, I may put more skins on sale on slx but anything retail based now is totally on the back burner, I need to recharge my batteries.

So what now for Angel? Well I’m continuing DJing, I’m loving it and I also have other plans, a rather strange idea I actually had some time back and have decided to put into action, it’ll be interesting to see how it works out. All hush hush at the moment until I get all the required materials and people together but I have built a fabulous building for it, it was nice to build again.

What else? Primarily I have spent the past few weeks reconnecting with my friends, I’ve learned I don’t work well alone and I was always happiest when I working on a project with people. I’m hoping some people will join me on my new enterprise but even if they don’t I plan to spend a lot more time with the people who matter to me in SL, all work and no play makes Angel a very dull kitty.

Actually speaking of Kitties, I’ve been playing human for about 3 weeks now, it’s still strange to look at myself and not see my chocolate striped skin and ears but I like my new human look too, it’s one of my skins and it suits me well I think.  I’ll switch back to neko though soon I’m sure, I bore easily lol.

I’ve been exploring SL a lot more lately, finding some amazing places and reminding myself of why I came here, to learn to explore to create and to make friends, those friends I have I cherish, they may not always behave as I would like but those who really matter I love anyway. I’m not sure if it’s a planetry alignment thing or what but it seems just about everyone I know is going through a big change in their relationships right now including me, some good, some bad, some causing problems outside of their relationships it’s an interesting time and i’m learning a lot about certain people along the way; some are stronger than I ever gave them credit for, some are more lost than I realised, some are outright liars and troublemakers. Is a bit of honesty too much to ask?  I actually do try not to involve myself too much other people’s relationships but when the people involved involve me in some wicked attempt to hurt me over something they really know nothing about then I have to take issue.  Maybe asking for honesty really is too much, I know if I was totally honest with some people it would cause a lot of pain to a lot of people including me.  One has to question though, is it worth all that pain to finally get the truth out there to not live surrounded by bullshit? That’s something I’ll have to ponder on cos sometimes, the stench is just too much to bear. The funny thing is this idea totally carries over to my RL and I have already decided that in that area honesty is totally needed, the outcome? … I can only know when it’s been done, but whatever it is, it will be for the best and I have no doubt it’ll have a big impact on the future decisions I make in SL.

So I guess I need to change the title of this blog … I kinda like the title of this post